faith

I’m writing this so you won’t hear my voice shaking, so you don’t hear my heart breaking. You know, it’s always hard to let go of the people you love but sometimes you have to just for their own sake. This is an apology I could never make, these are the words of truth which I don’t know. Even though the best stories start with “we”, that is something we can no longer be.
 

Believe me, when I say it is not our faith, It’s just the conversations I could no longer hold and know my friend I’m not saying goodbye, for it would be a lie and maybe when I finally come again to my sense, maybe that’s when this misery ends.

just promise

I cannot promise you many things.
I cannot promise you that I will always be full of joy, I cannot promise you that I will always be secure in myself, I cannot promise you that I will always be fit and attractive and youthful, I cannot promise you that I will always be able to help you in whatever you are going through, I cannot promise you that I will always be able to talk about what is going on inside me, because sometimes there aren’t words to describe the shades of darkness that can creep into our heart.
I cannot promise you many things, but this is what I can promise you-
I promise that I will always try to make you laugh, every single day, I promise that I will always try to love myself so that I can love you even more, I promise that even when I getting older my eyes will always be the same that you fell in love with when we were both young and beautiful, I promise that no matter what you are going through I will always be there to hold you as long as you need me to and I promise that no matter what is going on inside me, I will always love you.

No matter how dark and damaged I become from life’s battles, I will always love you with every piece of this battered, broken heart.