My bed time stories part three
I learned more about love in those few years ago than I leaned on my entire life
Not the kind of love you have for your family, your friends, the people you look up to
The kind of love that makes you go “i want to spend my whole life with you”
Ahh that's so drama
Sambil menikmati secangkir kopi yang aku pesan random, menghabiskan malam dengan menuliskan kata rindu sambil menatap ramainya jalanan dari sebuah tempat yang hingar bingarnya selalu dibicarakan anak muda sekarang. Aku tertawa sendu mendengar percakapan gadis yang duduk di depanku dengan berlinang air mata bercerita kepada temannya yang baru saja putus cinta dengan masalah yang klasik. Mencintai seseorang pun terasa sakit apalagi tidak dicintai, mungkin aku harus memutar lagu Cukup Tau yang saat ini sedang berlalu lalang di radio kesayangan.
I also learned the hard way what “heart pain” is most of the days were fine, even great I would say, it was good to feel everything, it was good to feel a love I never felt before, it was good to have someone.
Pemeran utama dalam sebuah kisah cinta memang terkadang selalu menjadi peran protagonis, ketika kisah itu mencapai klimaksnya semua lawan bicara adalah pemeran antagonis. Semua akibat pasti ada sebabnya, pernahkah menelaah itu sampai dalam? jika memang berbesar hati sudah berkaca pada diri sendiri pasti semua keputusan yang dibuat untuk kedua belah pihak itu bisa menjadi pilihan terbaik. But in other case "cheating" mungkin aku akan bersuara keras "Hey, girls you look so pretty there's another boy who wait you outside door !"
I learned that’s a funny thing about love, the day you realized he was being happy with someone and doing just fine without you,that was the day it hurt and from that day on you could only hear your heart breaking and breaking every time.
Oh so sad, what about me? I'm happy for him even though some people behind me talking about him, is he cheating from me because our ldr? I only said "Only God know everything and I hope he always keep his words about cheating" smile and good bye ppl.
Well, terlepas mengenai cheating, ditikung ataupun menikung. Better you go to black hole, baik pria ataupun wanita ada baiknya memulai hubungan dengan baik jalannya bukan jadi hal yang akan jadi celotehan orang banyak. Tuhan tahu tapi menunggu untuk mempertemukan kalian.
Love isn't always pretty, sometimes you spend all your time hoping it’ll eventually be something different, something better. Then, before you know it, you’re back to square one and you lost your heart somewhere along the way.
It's time for me to go from this place
Look around like I was seventeen again
Put my headphone
Play my favorite song and enjoy my bubblegum
Have a good Saturday night
With Love,
DM
