A Loser Like Me

Yeah, you may think that I’m a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I’m a freakshow
I don’t care
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you’re gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you’ve been throwin’ my way
It ain’t so hard to take, that’s right
‘Cause I know one day you’ll be screamin’ my name
And I’ll just look away, that’s right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
A loser like me

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I’ll get you back when I’m your boss
I’m not thinkin’ ’bout you haters
‘Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I’ll see you when you wash my car

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, ’cause I don’t care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

hurt, dream and pray.

aku berharap semua ini hanya mimpi
ketika aku terbangun pagi ini apa yang telah terjadi hanya ilusi
tapi semua ini nyata dan benar-benar terjadi
bukan hanya cerita versi di televisi
melainkan terjadi langsung kepada aku ini

pikirku Tuhan meninggalkan ku
tapi dibalik itu Dia menyayangi ku
menjauhkan aku dari Mereka yang jahat

pikirku Tuhan melupakan ku
tapi dibalik itu Dia selalu mencintai ku
mengingatkan aku bahwa dunia tak selamanya abadi

Saat putus asa dan keraguan itu datang kepadaku
Kau dekatkan aku dengan keimananku
Tak pernah aku berhenti untuk selalu menyebut nama-Mu
Memohon pertolongan-Mu
Walau jawaban doa itu menyakitkanku
Namun aku tahu Kau telah mempersiapkan yang lebih indah untuk kami..

all my love is for you mom !

Degup jantungku terus berdetak kencang hari ini
Suatu perasaan yang janggal telintas didalam pikiran
Namun sulit untuk aku deskripsikan hal apa itu
Semakin lama semakin membuat resah

Aku hanya mengingat dia selalu
Mendengar suaranya memilukan hati
Mah.. Maafkan aku saat ini tak berada disampingmu
Rasa sakit yang kau rasa memang tak bisa aku hilangkan
Tapi aku selalu mencoba memberikan ketenangan untukmu
Menguatkanmu disaat kau merasa jatuh
Membuatmu yakin bahwa kau bisa lalui ini semua..

Mungkin dari luar kau terlihat tegar namun hatimu rapuh
Kekosongan yang kau rasa saat ini belum mampu terisi kembali
Dari jauh aku selalu mendoakan yang terbaik untukmu, untuk kita
Aku yakin Tuhan punya rencana yang indah
Dan sesungguhnya Tuhan tidak akan memberikan cobaan melebihi batas kemampuan umatnya..

Mom, all my love is for you..
From : your daughter

when your good isn't good enough

I hope i can fix everything..

What have I done?
I wish I could run,
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

Can I start again, with my faith shaken?
Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes,
But if I get stronger and wiser, I’ll get through this

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air,
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair!
I ’ll send out a wish and I’ll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

Hello !

God, I love this song
I can not stop this tears when i thinking about "it"

This for you..

I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door
Hello!
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
'cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello!
I've just got to let you know
'cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you